Sometimes I wonder what life is all about. The meaning of our existance…I question about it most of the time when I’ve nothing better to do. Then, always ended up being upset about it. Sadist, huh? Doing the things that we do daily?…I can’t imagine doing the same thing for the rest of my life. That’s when being a teacher comes in.
‘Mimi, Why dun u become a teacher? Teacher is a noble job and u’ll have lots of holidays. Besides, u r a female. Hence, You have more time to spend with your own family wen you get married in the future. Bla…blah …blahhh.’
I just can’t stand people who wants to control my life. Can’t I do something on my own. I dun mind the payment, the holidays or watsoever as long as the enjoyment is there. I can’t stick to something for the rest of my life. I’ll get bored with it. The same goes to the ice cream job that I’d. One month is enough to noe how boring it’s not excluding the teaching profession. It’s not that the job is boring. It’s very challenging wen you have to think most of the time on how to get the message across to the students especially wen their English proficiency r super low. Truthfully, I wouldn’t wan to teach a class full of smart kids. It’s not as challenging as the kids m teaching rite now.
The enjoyment of finally having them understand watever you’re teaching is always there as well as appreciating watever you’ve done for them. It’s just the that the life as a teacher is very much predictable. Waking up early in the morning, brushing your teeth, doing your business, going to school after that, teaching, coming back after school hours, marking students’ work, cracking your head on what to teach tomolo and finally sleeping. Isn’t all this predictable? …Something unpredictable? Something gotta to do with history for I’ve always love history. I’ve always wanted to become an archeologist or even an egyptologist. That’ll take a very long time. what to do…I’ll jz have to bear with it
Hopefully I can make it. Worst to worst, I’ll just read about it lo. ^^